Deborah (lyrics)

A chariot in white
You came to me on a cloud
And like the fading light,
Your love only took me down
Sinking again in deep blue ether
A cruel silence,
My only faithful friend
By now it comes as no surprise
At every beginning I only see the end

I can’t wait til I forget you exist
And dream of nothing, cuz it feels that way
For now you linger, I feel it fading
Flowers wilting, axis tilting
Deborah in her grave

A flash, a blinking eye
Was it all just in my head?
But I’ve no time for a subtle sigh
I’ll exorcise your demon til it’s dead

And I can’t wait til I forget you exist
And dream of nothing, cuz it feels that way
For now you linger, I feel it fading
Flowers wilting, axis tilting
Deborah in her grave

Tell me did you know right from the start
That you were going to break my heart
Had you pegged for a gay boy but you were just a playboy
Started as a fan boy, was it all a plan boy?